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Blaise Zabini And The Overwhelming Crush Currently On Hold And Being Edited

Blaise was sitting in the common room listening to Draco rant about harry, like honestly you clearly have a Crush on him. Well anyways back to the story, Blaise wasn't really listening to what Draco was saying, he was thinking about the boy he couldn't have. 

"ZABINI ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME?!" Oh he's still here...HEY don't judge me.. "what?" I muttered not really wanting to listen to him. "Ugh..jeez why are you so pissed?" Draco muttered. 

"Well let's see...Oh i don't know. MAYBE YOUR WHINING LITTLE ASS" I scream then walk away.

I breath in and out..then i think, why did i do that? God i'm such a failure...

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I breathed in and out. I was hiding in a abandoned room, because i saw Neville. Yes i know it's stupid but i can't stand to face him, everytime i try i get scared. I finally get my breathing down to a normal level and sit up normally.

I sighed I didn't even hear the open and close softly while locking and someone muttering a silencing spell with all that was in my mind. Until I felt a hand on my shoulder. I look up and see no other then Neville..I look up at him lost and I feel my breathing increase as he sits down next to me.

"Hey..um..I want to know why you've been avoiding me.." Neville says even though he already knewn the answer.

I sigh. "Neville, I love you, okay..but we can't be together." I braced myself for, well it was stupid really, a slap. 

I hear Neville's breathing incease as it sounds like he's about to cry. "I...ge-t..i-t..." He says hiccuping though his sentence.
I see he's trying not to cry but he's failing bad, i take his hand in my own..and for one last time kiss him. 

He gasps at the contact but quickly kisses back and takes control. I feel him asking for entry by licking my bottom lip, I quickly obey and give him entry. I feel him moving me onto his lap, and i quickly wrap my legs around his waist. I could feel nothing but his lips on mine

Until I feel him put his hands in my shirt and i moan when he begins messing with my nipples. And i just can't seem to stop.

                                         
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I can't stop my chest from heaving, as I try to breath. I look over and see Neville pulling up his pants, he throws me my pants and smiles. Damn it Neville  I put on my pants and when i look over at Neville I can see him trying to fix his hair but it doesn't seem to be working. I walk over to him and cease his still shirtless stomach, he looks at me giving up on trying to fix his hair. He grabs my waist and begins kissing me again, I moan as i feel his hands rest on my butt, we break away a little to early for my comfort.

"You should probably be going.." He says, I know he still knows were breaking up. "Uh..yeah.."I say, and grab my shirt and put it over my head, and walk away.

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I sigh as I walked up to my room, see I knew that i was the one who broke up with him but ugh. I sit down on my bed when I reach out and grab my book and read my favorite quotes from the book I got from my mother for my birthday.

The Unknown God by George William Russell

Far up the dim twilight fluttered

Moth-wings of vapour and flame:

The lights danced over the mountains,

Star after star they came.

The lights grew thicker unheeded,

For silent and still were we;

Our hearts were drunk with a beauty

Our eyes could never see 

I let out a shaking breath and could feel tears threatening to fall. I loved this quote, it was hard to explain why and to be honest i didn't even know why. I read another one.

"Into the woods my Master went,

Clean forspent, forspent.

Into the woods my Master came,

Forspent with love and shame.

But the olives they were not blind to him;

The little gray leaves were kind to him

The thorn-tree had a mind to him

When into the woods he came.

Out of the woods my Master went,

And he was well content.

Out of the woods my Master came,

Content with death and shame.

When Death and Shame would woo him last,

From under the trees they drew him last:

'Twas on a tree they slew him last,

When out of the woods he came."

This one..i couldn't explain why it was one of my favorites it just was or well is. But i could feel the tears dropping so i read another one.

"Who hears the passing voice at night,

The same heard in ancient days,

The same immortal bird whose cry

Charmed magic casements,

Opening the perilous darkness

Towards faery lands."

This one wasn't as sad as the others but i still liked it not as much as the others though. I read the one that i know will make me sob. I breath the quote was..well...I knew as soon as i read that..that I needed to go find Neville.

A/N: Ah yes..young and difficult love. So yes it doesn't show the last quote because you will hear it later. So I have decided to make my chapter as short or how long I want it because before i made sure that it was 1000 words but eh it makes it harder. So um they did have you know "it" but I didn't want to and couldn't write that so um you have that

But another update is that this story is coming to a end soon like five or seven more chapters left and then BOOM done. So i am still going to have the cannon stuff in it, right now it's about a little before the yule ball which means the second task is going to be happening soon. I know it seems like its only been days but its been months. AND YOUR PROBABLY WONDERING WHO DRACO IS GOING TO GET WITH well i haven't decided. ANYWAYS BAI

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